what it means

I want to be truthful now.
a lot of things happened that made me realize if I wasn't honest, then I was destructive.
so I can only be honest.
I don't want to feel guilty anymore for the things I want.
guilt isn't romantic.
guilt doesn't make the things you want any more okay.
I want to accept that I want things,
and if I think they're not okay,
I should take ownership of that,
and either not want them anymore,
or start being okay with wanting them.
sometimes i want things and that makes
people i care about unhappy
and i have to accept that
it's not my fault
it doesn't have to be my fault anymore.